Dare to (day)dream

At the end of April I took a couple of days off for my birthday which coincided with what I’m tempted to refer to as the start of summer, but let’s call it a surprise balmy Spring, which allows room for summer still to arrive.

When it’s sunny outside I get the guilt, (I suspect it’s a Scottish one), where I feel the need to go OUTSIDE as much as possible to top up my tan and Vitamin D deficiency. This can make it difficult to write as a part of my brain switches off in the sun, and craves to read instead.


And then I remind myself that an important part of my creative process is to give myself permission to read, (and my montage of book photos is just a selection of ones I was gifted during April and May, from other people, as well as myself). My partner treated us to a night away in Anstruther, a beautiful coastal town, where we went for long walks and took our books to the beach, (I’m grateful that he’s an avid reader also, and lets me talk aloud when I’m musing about plot-lines in my own books).  My time-out from real life allowed me to stop for a while and daydream.

Finding time to daydream in a world which wants to keep us constantly switched ‘on’, but not always truly connected is a big challenge. I always have a to-do list swimming around my head, with WRITE SOMETHING flashing at the top, but often tumbling to the bottom to be buried underneath other every-day ‘priorities’. A big part of letting it fall away is allowing self-doubt to creep in, or to allow my practical brain to shout louder than the dreamer in me.

Over the past couple of months I’ve made the time to go out and listen to other people talk about their dreams and creative journeys. Hearing other writers talk about how they started on their journey, and the dips and turns they took along the way, always inspires me to keep going and to keep dreaming, and to be brave – there is an element of just going for it when you’re engaging in anything creative, or starting something new.

I recently visited local writer Anne M. Scriven at her new bookstall, Ardgowan Books, (click to view the website), which is housed within Randall’s Antiques at the ‘Barras’ in Glasgow. It’s a wonderful little sanctuary of books and Anne has such a passion for words, (and people), that it was a pleasure to see her exciting new venture and purchase her memoir, Cadences.

A friend alerted me to the fact that Marian Keyes was speaking at an Aye Write add-on event at the Mitchell Library a couple of weeks ago. This was one of the best author talks I’ve been to. Marian was so entertaining and hilarious, but I was most moved by her honesty about the struggles she has faced in her life. What really struck me was the way writing called to her, and ultimately saved her. She described reading a short story in a magazine and wondering if this was something she could try, with a voice inside asking her to stay around, if only to give this a go.

I think we’ve all got that voice inside us, that part of our creative self who is shouting, trying to make us listen, to ask us to just give it a go, and to give us permission to make time for ‘play’, to daydream and wonder, no matter what form that takes for you – it doesn’t have to be getting lost in words. I think some form of creativity, freedom of expression or play, whatever you want to call it, is so important to keep us sane in this world of responsibilities, and expectations and roles and rules. I’m looking forward to escaping reality for a while next weekend at the Chasing Time writing retreat, aptly billed, Stop the Clock. I can’t wait to take some time out to WRITE.

In my day job as a careers adviser we have been learning about the future world of work, a feeling that we are moving into the 4th Industrial Revolution, (Industry 4.0). Experts predict young people of the future will need ‘meta-skills’ such as creativity, empathy, innovation, and the ability to collaborate. If we allow more time for exploration, for play, and space for experimenting with ideas and making mistakes, then perhaps more people would dare to dream and create something wonderful.






A few weeks ago I visited Gleniffer High School in Paisley, delivering a creative writing workshop to 2nd years. The class were very quick to come up with some brilliant ideas. I’m always impressed with the imaginative characters and places pupils create in such a short space of time and love it when they become fully engaged in sessions. We had a fun discussion at the end, joining up their characters and places to develop some brilliant plot twists.

The librarian has decorated the school library with all sorts of wonderful creative displays. I took a photo of some of the Alice in Wonderland ones (below), and the fantastic clock.

This weekend I returned to the annual Scottish Association of Writers conference at the lovely Westerwood Hotel. After adjudicating and leading a workshop last year, it was nice to sit back and relax this year, immersing myself in the inspirational talks and workshops. Lari Don delivered a brilliant workshop on the theme of re-working myths and fairytales, talking about the art of traditional storytelling, (starting the session by telling us a very animated traditional story). I also enjoyed Claire McFall’s workshop about what we can get away with when writing more gritty aspects of YA fiction; lots of food for thought.  Wendy Jones left me in awe with the remarkable adventures her writing takes her on, and she left me with lots of inspiring marketing ideas.

The hotel surpassed themselves this year with the food and inventive drinks. I had to include a photo of one particular tasty dessert and Irn Bru shots below:

One of my favourite parts of this weekend is speaking to a range of writers of all ages and experience. It was great to catch up with old friends, and meet new people. I always find it so reassuring when I hear experienced writers, (with many books under their belt), still go through a crisis in writing confidence every once in a while but always find their way through the obstacles and blocks by focusing on the pure love and the thrill which comes with storytelling.

When I’m surrounded by creative people, with the buzz of stories and ideas crackling in the air, it makes me realise how dull life would be if I wasn’t part of this enticing club of the ‘make-believe.’

My next creative task is to adjudicate the first chapter of a YA novel from members of Erskine Writers. I’m looking forward to delving into the stories.

Have a happy Easter everyone!

A visit to Erskine Writers


Earlier this week I visited Erskine Writers group to deliver a creative writing workshop about Young Adult fiction. I spent the first hour talking about YA fiction: what is it, who reads it, why do I enjoy writing it? 

Then I got the group to try a story-building exercise – focusing on characters and their motivations, creating a setting and other aspects, that could fit well with a YA story. The group came up with fantastic ideas and it was great to link all of them together and see a captivating story, set in an abandoned theme park, start to form. The group are going to be writing the first 1,000 words of  a YA novel for a competition, that I get to adjudicate. I’m really looking forward to reading the entries! Thankfully the ‘Beast from the East’ waited for me to return home before attacking.

It meant a lot to me returning to Erskine Writers as I joined this group when I was 17.  A lot of the writers here supported me and built my confidence when I was just starting out. At the evening group we often had authors along as guest speakers and I used to hang on to their every word, hoping that one day I could be telling my story too.

When I was preparing for this workshop I asked myself the question, ‘Why do I enjoy writing Young Adult fiction?’ For me, I enjoy the scope of emotion. Teenagers live in their own world to an extent. They are on the brink of adulthood but don’t quite have the freedom or authority to fully enter the adult world. And yet they can be presented with very adult situations, (breakdown of their family unit, bereavement, exploitation, just to name a few). They have passionate opinions yet can feel ignored or don’t know where to find their audience. Everything is heightened. There is a lot of potential for deep emotion, tension, of ‘finding oneself’ and going on a bit of a personal journey. I think there is more scope for your teen protagonist to be led by their heart and potentially find themselves in difficult situations as a result.

I like to give my characters a sense of feeling empowered, by taking control. In Follow Me and my new book (as yet untitled), my protagonists find themselves at the centre of a mystery, searching for truth. The adults in my books are in some ways the villains by their inability to see beyond the obvious or by not taking the time to seek out the truth, or by their absence in the teens’ lives.

When I think of my ‘teen’ audience I think of them only in terms of wanting to give them a voice (ie.  I don’t try to second-guess what they think is cool, or what is on trend. Ultimately I am writing stories I want to read myself.).  Often as my characters develop in the story I am conscious of wanting teenagers to see that it’s okay to feel a bit lost and feel a bit on the outskirts of life, and hopefully offer some reassurance by exploring some sensitive issues.

When I write my characters I’m ultimately tapping in to my inner teenager. (And I don’t mean the teenage version of me either when I say this, as my characters are much cooler than I ever was when I was 17 – which was a long time ago). I really try to put myself in their shoes, as we always do as writers, and think back to when I was 17 and how I might react if certain situations occurred.

The brilliant thing about Young Adult fiction is that I think these books very much have a universal audience in terms of who might pick up and read your work. From personal experience I know I’ve had 12 year olds enjoy ‘Follow Me’ just as much as their parents, (sometimes grandparents too!). And that’s ultimately what every writer wants really – for your work to be read widely!

As well as preparing workshops, and working hard at my day job the past couple of months, my big focus has been on EDITS, EDITS, EDITS for book 2. The ‘real world’ slowed down due to the heavy snow, and my ‘writing world’ sped up allowing me to hanker down in the evenings, for hours on end to work on my changes. I’ve now sent these through to my publisher and await more feedback. Hopefully there will be more exciting news on that front later in the year.

Bye for now. Keep warm!


Year End

On the run up to the end of term I was asked to go in to deliver creative writing workshops at Govan High and Hillpark Secondary in Glasgow. I met with some very enthusiastic 1st and 2nd year pupils who came up with some brilliant weird and wonderful characters and settings when we started to ‘build’ a story together. Weirdly, both groups independently chose an Asylum as a setting – one was a Dental Asylum which was a nice play on words. Neither were places I think I’d want to find myself spending much time in 🙂

I always leave these sessions buzzing as they wake up my creativity too, and it reminds me of the fun you can have with images and letting your imagination run wild. I’m hoping over the Christmas holidays I can make a big dent in the first section of my third book. I’m really excited about the idea and can’t wait to get on with it. I don’t want to say too much about it just now, but it will be another dark story, with teenagers at the centre of it all.


Last Saturday I attended the launch of the Oak Tree Arts young writers book, ‘Creative Chaos’, which includes the winning entries from the poetry competition I helped to judge. It was great hearing the winners read out their work to an audience of parents and friends. I loved the fact the woman who runs the group, Sue, asked them to write their favorite books on decorations to hang on their tree. A picture of this and the book is below. You can check out the Oak Tree Arts website here  They meet every Saturday at Abbey Books in Paisley and Sue does a lot to encourage young writers.

Well, that’s me signing off for 2017. It has been a jam-packed year and I was so happy I managed to finish writing my 2nd book. Really hoping I get to bring that out into the world next year. Wishing you all a fabulous Christmas (I’ve already eaten my body weight in chocolate coins!) and here’s to an amazing 2018 x


Creative Renfrewshire

Last week was Book Week Scotland. I was asked to deliver some creative writing workshops in Renfrewshire schools as part of their Attainment Challenge and it was great that these took place during a week which celebrates books and reading.

Ultimately it was my love of books which sparked off the desire to create my own stories and imaginary worlds,  and it was clear that a lot of the pupils were under the same spell. When I asked the question, “What does an author do?”one second year boy responded with: “They inspire you to read and write.” 

By the end of my story-building workshops in Linwood High, St Andrew’s Academy and Castlehead I was left in awe of some of the imaginative ideas flowing around the room. I’m hoping the pupils expand on stories which contained magic dice, a character who was tall but ‘small inside as she didn’t have any friends’, a girl with a love-heart birth mark on her nose, a magic bridge which took characters into another dimension and a haunted graveyard, abandoned carnival and a house with magic mirrors. There was a brilliant mixture of horror and humour; each group created aspects of a story I was dying to read.

This Thursday my hometown Paisley will find out if they have won the bid for the UK City of Culture 2021. Over the past year the town has fully embraced the bid, with an extra buzz in the air and some interesting art projects and cultural events popping up. There has been a real celebration of the creativity and talent amongst locals and over the past few months I have met lots of local writers, artists and musicians, all passionate about giving back to the community.

From the imagination and enthusiasm  I saw in classrooms the past week it’s obvious that young people want to be challenged and I think it’s important they are given the opportunity to explore learning in a variety of supportive and interactive forums which encourage creative thinking.  I’m really hoping that Paisley do win the bid so that more funding is given to the town, (which will also benefit surrounding areas), opening up the potential for more projects to engage and encourage young people (and adults) to develop their talents.

I’m going to end this post with some of my favourite photos I’ve taken of Paisley over the years:

The magic of words

The last couple of months have been busy for me. I moved to a new office in my day job, after a year in a promoted post, in August. In August I also had a fun day out in Edinburgh with fabulous authors such as Kirkland Ciccone, Alex Nye and Roy Gill. We got to spend some time in the Author Yurt at the Edinburgh Book Festival, (thanks to Kirkland’s VIP pass), where we drank lots of tea and ate lots of crisps (authors live really glamorous lives you know). I had to get a photo beside my books in the Festival shop, before then heading off to the fabulous ‘Teen Titles’ party at Central library. Below is a snapshot of my interview in the Teen Titles magazine, alongside a photo of me at the party!

I was interviewed last year by pupils Alison and Freya when I visited their school, Portobello High. I was delighted by their reviews of ‘Follow Me’ in the magazine, particularly as Freya found it, ‘scary, gripping and dark.’


In September I managed to escape to beautiful Barcelona for a few days of sunshine, and during the September weekend I attended the inspirational Society of Authors weekend, titled ScotsWrite, at the Westerwood Hotel in Cumbernauld. Famous authors such as Joanne Harris, Jane Johnson and Denise Mina delivered key note speeches and helpful workshops. I loved the fact that even after penning loads of books they all still feel a sense of ‘self-doubt’ when it comes to writing.

One of my favourite quotes from the weekend was during Joanne’s talk where she said, “Playing with words is the closest thing to magic we can do. It’s voodoo.” I think this is a beautiful way to describe writing; when a piece of work starts to flow and come together, it does feel like magic. And both Joanne and Jane spoke about the journeys their writing has taken them on, the people they have met along the way, the way their words have led them on adventures and touched different lives. Something which came across was the sheer power that words can have. It reminded me why I write – I want to be part of that magic, of weaving stories into the fabric of the world, even if that world is one built within my own imagination!

The best thing about the past few months for me has been the way in which a book I have been working on for quite a long time, finally came together. And now I am working on the finishing touches to some final edits before I send my words out into the real world (i.e. to my publisher for a read). Watch this space to see what happens with book number 2…

Who, what, where, when, why…

The five ‘Ws’ – asking important questions – was a technique I remember being taught in English in school, when we were writing journalistic style reports, and when we were attempting to write creative stories, to give a structure and a framework. When a story is forming in my mind these ‘Ws’ spin around and intertwine as the characters and plot all come together.

These questions take on a new meaning when a story is published and released out into the world…

Who might be reading my words? What are they thinking? Where might my book have traveled? When am I ever going to finish my next one? (soon, my friends, soon). And why did someone choose to read it? (Because they know me? Because they like the blurb? Because they like the cover?…)

A couple of months ago I was on holiday in Paris and I donated a copy of Follow Me to one of my all time favourite bookshops, Shakespeare and Co. This is a picture below of the newly added cafe, which is next door to the bookshop. (The bookshop was very busy, so it was difficult to get a good picture outside which didn’t include a crowd of tourists…).


I first visited the shop three years ago and I remember when I was browsing the bookshelves thinking it would be nice to have my words and my name tucked in beside some literary heroes. I wonder if my book is still nestled on a shelf here, or if it now lives in a house in Paris, or somewhere else in the world…

Later that month I then went to a gig in Glasgow, where the band Counterfeit, headed by the actor Jamie Campbell Bower, was playing. I handed a copy of my book to the security guard, asking if he could give it to Jamie (there’s reason behind this, which I might tell you one day, if you ask me). Now I wonder if he actually did give it to him, and if Jamie read it? Or if the security guard took it home himself, or perhaps left it backstage for someone else to find…

A few weeks ago the librarian from Clydebank High, (where I visited earlier in the year), very kindly emailed me a couple of comments from members of the school Book Group, Scarlett and Lauren, who read Follow Me. Scarlett’s comment highlights the great thing about book groups, they get your book into the hands of readers who might never have thought it was something they would enjoy! It’s always nice to know that pupils have taken the time to read my work after I have visited a school. Here are the comments below (with a slight edit to Lauren’s, so as not to give away too much about one of my characters…).

“Was given Follow me to read for my book group. Wasn’t keen on reading it, because I don’t like this particular genre, so glad I did, it was so good. Liked Kat a lot she just seems normal, all the characters are great.” 

“Really looking forward to other books by Victoria Gemmell. Loved this book. Related to the characters,….  Liked Kat she was so believable , couldn’t put it down and finished it very quickly. Loved the style, I have no criticism.”

I’m going to finish this post with a link to an audio reading of one of my short stories, Only You, which was a runner up in the Weegie Wednesday short story competition. The story was read by an actress and recorded for broadcast on the Glasgow Hospital Broadcasting Service. You can listen here   It’s nice to know that my words aren’t only read, but heard too. I loved the fact sound effects brought this particular story to life.





An Inspirational Weekend

Last weekend I attended the Scottish Association of Writers Conference at the lovely Westerwood Hotel, in the outskirts of Cumbernauld. Writers Groups from all over Scotland attend and the weekend is jam packed with adjudications of writing competitions, workshops and our key note speaker this year after the Saturday Gala dinner was the hilarious comedienne Helen Lederer (who was so down to earth and lovely).

This year was extra special for me as I was delivering my adjudication of the Short Story competition (aimed at 12-16 year olds), as I mentioned in my last post. I was first up on the Friday evening after dinner and it was quite a nerve wracking experience having to stand up to deliver a writing adjudication in a room packed with writers! It was brilliant to see the reaction of my placed entries and hear the winner read out her story beautifully. As the entries were anonymous I was delighted to hear some familiar names being called out when I announced the winning titles and pen names.

I really enjoyed listening to the other brilliant adjudications from writers such as Keith Gray, Kirstin Zhang, Gill Hoffs, J. David Simons, Regi Claire, Michael Malone, Sheila Templeton, Myra Duffy, Ann Burnett and Sue Reid Sexton. I also attended great workshops delivered by Keith Gray – another YA author, (He has written around 22 books! Amazing! Something for me to aspire to), and the Crime Writer Michael Malone. I found Michael’s workshop very reassuring, as like me he is not much of a planner when it comes to plots, so inevitably there comes a point in the book where you sometimes get a bit stuck, and panic and wonder what on earth your characters have in store for you next. It made me realise I need to stop being such a perfectionist with my second novel and to keep going and get it finished.

On the Sunday morning I delivered a workshop called ‘Inspiration Everywhere’, talking about techniques and creative exercises I have used to generate ideas and inspiration, finishing off with a creative writing exercise where I got the group to ‘build’ stories. I loved the imaginative characters and settings everyone came up with – it was a brilliant way to end the weekend and left me keen to get home to get stuck back into writing.

During the week when I was back at my day job I did a stint ‘on the ground’ as a careers adviser again, delivering guidance to school pupils at Park Mains High School. The librarian of course remembered me from when I did my author event there from earlier in the year, and I was delighted to see she had included a postcard of ‘Follow Me’ in her display of books in the library, and she also asked if I would chat to a 1st year pupil who had read and loved my book (which of course I was delighted to do!). Both of them asked me if I have another coming out, so again a big nudge for me to get cracking… This is a photo of part of the display below…

On Thursday evening I attended the launch of Alex Nye’s historical novel ‘For My Sins’ at the Byres Road Waterstones. Alex has written some brilliant books for children and I’m really looking forward to reading this historical novel about Mary Queen of Scots. A few people at the launch were saying how much they loved the cover, and I have to agree it is a great one!

Tomorrow evening I have been invited to a launch of 2nd year stories at Inverclyde Academy where the brilliant author Cathy MacPhail has been a writer in residence. The librarian at the school kindly invited me along and I’m really looking forward to the event.

Events and Adjudicating

At the end of January I visited Park Mains High and Paisley Grammar School to talk to pupils about writing and inspiration. I loved the fact a couple of pupils in each school stood up to introduce me and then thank me at the end – it was a really nice touch and I know how nerve wracking it was for the students to get up in front of their peers to do this. One girl even took the chance to tell the audience how much she had loved Follow Me and told them all to read it. I couldn’t have asked for a better host! It was also great when some pupils stayed behind to ask me more questions, and also tell me about current work they were writing. One girl let me read one of her poems that she had saved on her phone which I was very impressed with. Being able to engage with teenagers in schools at events such as this is one of my favourite things about writing for a teen audience. One of the librarians also was kind enough to email me some feedback about what the pupils enjoyed most from my visit. Some of my favourite ones were:

“That she told us never to give up

 I liked how she is a local author and she was relatively young so could relate to our experiences.

 It has inspired me to write my own stories.

 Vikki’s book really inspired me to write my own book.”

Knowing you can have some impact in the writing lives of young people is amazing. (The comment about me being ‘relatively young’ also gave me a good laugh).

This afternoon I am heading off to the Westerwood Hotel for the weekend where I will have the chance to socialise with lots of great writers at the Scottish Association of Writers Conference. I was delighted this year to be asked to judge one of their Short Story competitions – the Livingstone Open Competition where stories had to be aimed at 12- 16 year olds. I will be delivering my adjudication this evening after the dinner. I have spent the past couple of months reading over the nineteen stories and really enjoyed this task.

I think you can learn a lot from reading other writers work and it makes you think more about what makes a story really great. For me, I love stories which can provoke emotion and have characters who draw me in. I’m looking forward to delivering my results this evening and hope the winners will be at the conference so I can find out who they are! (all stories were anonymous).

On the Sunday morning at the conference I will be delivering a creative workshop titled ‘Inspiration Everywhere’. One of the tasks I will set the group is suggesting they try the Small Stones creative exercise. I really enjoyed doing this during the month of January. My day job has been quite stressful the past few months and I find it really hard getting enough head space to immerse myself in long pieces of writing. I loved the fact this exercise kept my creative brain operating and it has already made me think of how I can develop some of the ideas into stories. You can read my Small Stones over at my creative blog Through the Looking Glass here

Renfrewshire School Events


Happy New Year! I’m looking forward to my first school visit of 2017 on Tuesday where I will be visiting Park Mains High School to talk to pupils about inspiration and writing. Then on Tuesday 31st I will visit Paisley Grammar High School to meet pupils there. I love meeting readers at school events and some pupils have taken the time to message me on Instagram over the past week to let me know how much they enjoyed reading Follow Me, which always makes my day!

To kick-start my own inspiration and imagination in 2017 I have decided to re-visit a little creative exercise called ‘Small Stones’ which I tried way back in January 2014. The idea is you have to make a conscious effort to: Notice One Thing Each Day, Give Your Whole Awareness To It, then Write it Down.

You can read my efforts from 2014 here over at my more personal, creative blog, Through The Looking Glass. I’ll be posting up my 2017 results over on this blog at the end of the month.

Watch this space for photos and updates from my school events.